I just couldn't love you any more than I already do.

„I just couldn't love you any more than I already do. Unless I could, in which case my heart might explode.“

You know the feeling when you really really care about someone and you realize that you actually LOVE that person?

Meaning that just the thought of making the other person happy, makes you happy. Or when your mind travels from one idea to another of how to let the person know HOW MUCH exactly do you care and love that person?

Liisu sent me the quote a while ago. She might’ve liked the quote or she wanted me to know this about her towards me.

It’s saved in my work inbox as a draft and time to time I go and read it. I’m tempted to delete the draft, since I don’t like something unfinished in my inbox. Yet I can’t. It’s a good reminder of something unreal.

I picture myself saying that to someone. There are few people I’d say that to all the time. But do I actually do it? A slight uncertainty falls on me if the people actually know how much I love them and how my heart might explode if I thought about it just a bit more?

Recently I took a love language test. The 12 is max and this is how I scored:

10 Quality Time
9 Acts of Service
6 Physical Touch

4 Words of Affirmation
1 Receiving Gifts

It was interesting to see those results and I started to think this is quite accurate. Then I thought that how easy it would be to love me if you knew this about me.

I went even further and started to think what would be the best way to show my love to my dearest ones. I got my mom do the test and I was surprised of the results. I’ve known my mom my whole life and yet I didn’t know this little thing how to make her feel loved.

Just yesterday I had to admit that just by thinking about someone, made me want to leave everything and be with the person and never let go.

Sometimes you do your best to love someone, doing the things you’d want someone else do to you but is it what the other one appreciates? Your heart almost explodes from the love you have for the special one, yet the other one thinks you don’t care at all. Cause you just don’t know.

Take time and get to know the person you love. And then really show some LOVE. You’re probably in their lives for a reason. YOU are the special person who’s love counts. Do it. Love. Now.